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Friday, November 30, 2007

Rock on!! \m/

Smalam tadek training, ujan lebat. Lepak kat LG2 layan karaoke.. pastu bebudak tuh ada jamming kt blakang.. Join layan aa.. dorang main byk gak lagu.. creed.. chop suey.. incubus' drive..etc. Skali tuh main lagu Bring Me to Life.. tadek org nk nyanyi.. so pon aku blasah aaa.. fuhh layan siot.. cam amy lee plak rase ehehehehh.
Dasat2.. pasnih leh layan jamming lagik.. nak try nyanyi Umbrella acoustic version plak.. huakakakaka.

u guys rock my sox ah.
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edited : tepek gamba utk ann.


drummer : abg asri. bass guitar : abg malik. kibod : abg sham.


mamat yg kat kibod tuh namenye Adly. dia la yg maen drum masa tgh jamming taim aku nyanyi tuh. yg abg gitar sblah ni namenye abg Izam.


MIDA band.
 
 
note : yg main lagu2 creed, evanescence n yg sewaktu dgnnye tuh bkan abg2 kt atas ni main.. mamat Adly n few mamat laen yg jamming. taim tuh aku tak sempat nk snap gamba. pics atas nih dorang tgh rehearsal utk MITI nye program ape ntah.

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

what hurts the most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

tears in heaven...

lastnite, i was dreamin abt my late parents..1st part was like abah n mak were here at home. They looked healthy as if theyre not sick. They're doing their usual chores..abah as usual, he loves gardening..mak, in d kitchen, cooking. then the 2nd part was it looks like we're in a journey to sumwhere i didnt know..abah was driving n mak sitting rite by him..n me sitting at the back..we were so happy like we're goin 2 a picnic or something like tht..then when i asked sumthing to abah (till now i dun rem wat i asked) n when he tried to ans, he hesitated, while mum juz looked at me..then it was happend like, i juz realised tht theyre dead. I was like, "Ya Allah, mak..abah?" after tht, the vision of them was vanished n i woke up. I realised tht my face was soaked wit tears. I then realised it was juz a dream... *sigh* it looked so real..even its like when i juz realised theyre dead, i stil cant believe tht theyre gone. Hmmm..mak, abah..hope both of u were doing well up there......

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

funny. serious funny. n i likeee it! hhaha. :D

this morning, my office mate, Edot told me tht she had this funny dream last nite. It's abt us n other officemate went to ISS (International Space Station) with Dr. Sheikh Muszaphar Shukor. (pictures)
wowww.. how i wishhhhhhh it was real. heeehehehe.

And, 1st part of her dream is, oh, this is the sweeeeetest part!! *drooling* hahahah.
It was abt me (read:  ME!! hehe) n Dr SMS were travelling alone (read: ALONE ;)) to ISS. Just the TWO of us. Walauweeyy.. hahaha i really wished it was real. I dun care. Even tho its juz in her dream.
(damn. wonder why i dun have this dream myself haha ;P)

*smilingggggggggggggg* heehehe.

opsss here's the 2nd part. forgot oready :P
ok this is the funniest part. after both of us came back to earth, i invited my 2 officemates including this Edot to ISS together again. N this time Dr.  SMS had to be left out bcoz tht spaceship can onli carry 3 ppl aite? *bloody spaceship* lol. So this is the moment where he got mad. haha funny eh? the reason why he got mad is bcoz he's the leader n why must he'd to be left out? hehehehe.

but the sadly part is she doesnt finish the dream!! warghhhhhhhhhh.
she woke up then n realized it was juz a dream. lolll. then all of us were laughing like mad.
but i like itttt so muchh hihihihihi.

*continues smiling n drooling* :P


                              Dr. SMS (left) n his siblings

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

if.





If you ever want something badly, let it go. If it comes back to you, then it's yours forever. If it doesn't then it was never yours to begin with. :)

Friday, November 02, 2007

last kiss

Oh where oh where can my baby be?
The Lord took her away frm me..
She's gone to heaven, so i got to be good..
So i can see my baby when i leave this world.......

(Hang in there mama, i'll get to "see" ya "anytime"..insyaAllah. Miss ya so much mom. You're my everything, da best thing dat ever happened to me. Al-Fatihah......)