peneman setia

yeke? aku rasa bukan.. aku bukanlah seperti yg kau nyatakan..
kalau betul aku peneman setia, kau takkan bersangka sebegitu terhadap aku, kan?

sudahlah..

mulut mmg sedap berbicara..
apa definisi peneman setia pada kau?
aku rasa kau sendiri boleh berfikir dan mentafsir apa ertinya, kan?

sudahlah..

aku dah penat.

penat melayan kerenah-kerenah manusia yg kononnya layak aku percayai.

namun itu semua adalah dusta semata.
aku dipergunakan sebaik-baiknya.

bagus kawan, bagus. lepas ini buat lagi ya?

dan semestinya lepas ini aku takkan percaya lagi.

pergilah kau hidup bahagia bersama sangkaan-sangkaan kau itu.


sesungguhnya aku ini tak layak bercakap apa-apa mengenai kau.
siapalah aku, kan.

kau perfect. aku tak. kau manusia bionic. aku manusia biasa. kau bakal menjadi pendita terulung, sungguh hebat, gah di serata dunia. aku hanya insan kerdil. insan yg bisa membuat kesilapan. tapi kau tidak. kau sungggguhhhhhhhhhh la sempurna. kan? tak pernah langsung membuat silap, sekali pun tidak. oh sungguh istimewa, sempurna. Kenapa lah Malaysia Book of Records tak tercatat nama kau ye?

maka hiduplah kau sesempurna hidupmu itu.

ok aku nak buat kerja.
nanti ada yang kata aku buat kerja makan gaji haram, berak keluar taik haram.

trust no one!!

this moment, right at this very moment,
i came to realize that..

no one..

nobody..

can be trusted!





that's it.



am off.

Kill The Lights!!

Danja Intro [Radio News Break]
"Ladies and Gentlemen, we interrupt our program of Dance Music, to bring you a special bulletin from the intercontinental radio news. Our very own Pop Princess -now Queen of Pop, has a special announcement she will like to make.."

You're in...
I think I'm ready for my close up..
Yeah

You don't like me
I don't like you, It don't matter (Who?)
Only difference
You still listen, I don't have to (Who?)
In one ear and
Out the other, I don't need you (Who?)
Your words don't stick
I ain't perfect, but you ain't either (Who?)

If your feeling groggily (Oh)
I ain't even lose no sleep (Oh)
Theres more to me than what you see (Oh)
You wouldn't like me when I'm angry..

Mr. Photographer
I think I'm ready for my close-up tonight
Make sure you catch me from my good side pick one
These other (HA) just wanna be me
Is that money in your pocket?
Or you happy to see me?

Kill the Lights!
(Take 'em out, turn 'em off, break 'em down)
Kill the Lights!
(Don't be scared, make a move, see me now?)
Kill the Lights!
(I've seen you, watching me, watching you)
Kill the Lights!
You can't handle the truth
What happened to you?

I KILL
The Lights Pure
The Lights Satis
The Lights Faction
I KILL
The Lights Lights
The Lights Camera
The Lights Action

I KILL
The Lights Pure
The Lights Satis
The Lights Faction
I KILL
The Lights Lights
The Lights Camera
The Lights Action


All the flashin', tryin' to cash-in
Hurts my eyes
All the poses, out of focus
I despise

Eff me over, your exposure
Not the best
You want me bad, I want you out
Release this stress.


Mr. Photographer
I think I'm ready for my close-up tonight
Make sure you catch me from my good side pick one
These other just wanna be me
Is that money in your pocket?
Or you happy to see me?

Kill the Lights!
(Take 'em out, turn 'em off, break 'em down)
Kill the Lights!
(Don't be scared, make a move, see me now?)
Kill the Lights!
(I've seen you, watching me, watching you)
Kill the Lights!
You can't handle the truth
What happened to you?

I KILL
The Lights Pure
The Lights Satis
The Lights Faction
I KILL
The Lights Lights
The Lights Camera
The Lights Action

I KILL
The Lights Pure
The Lights Satis
The Lights Faction
I KILL
The Lights Lights
The Lights Camera
The Lights Action

You're the star now, welcome to the big league
They all want a pic, they all wanna see, see, see
What you're made of... what you're gonna do
Is life gonna get the best of you?

Kill the Lights!
(Take 'em out, turn 'em off, break 'em down)
Kill the Lights!
(Don't be scared, make a move, see me now?)
Kill the Lights!
(I've seen you, watching me, watching you)
Kill the Lights!
You can't handle the truth
What happened to you?

I KILL
The Lights Pure
The Lights Satis
The Lights Faction
I KILL
The Lights Lights
The Lights Camera
The Lights Action

I KILL
The Lights Pure
The Lights Satis
The Lights Faction
I KILL
The Lights Lights
The Lights Camera
The Lights Action

Yeeeeeaaaaaaahhhhh
Yeeeeeaaaaaaahhhhh
Yeeeeeaaaaaaahhhhh
Yeeeeeaaaaaaahhhhh

[Laughter]

*aku suka gilak lagu inihh.. hahahaha (u know why) :P

full stop.

Aku
teramat-amat
benci
pd
kedua
MEREKA.




MUKTAMAD!!!

Jgn cari aku lagi...
Jgn jumpa aku lagi..
Jgn fikir ttg aku lagi..

Jangan, jangan dan jangan!!

Terima Kasih Cinta

Tersadar didalam sepiku
Setelah jauh melangkah
Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku
Kembali dalam dekap tanganmu

Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semua kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu

Tanpamu tiada berarti
Tak mampu lagi berdiri
Cahaya kasihmu menuntunku
Kembali dalam dekapan tanganmu

Terima kasih cinta untuk segalanya
Kau berikan lagi kesempatan itu
Tak akan terulang lagi
Semua kesalahanku yang pernah menyakitimu





Secara tak langsung aku menjadi senti.
Semuanya gara-gara blog dia. (Gatal pegi baca buat hape? Bongok.)
=(

Warkah

Takkan lagi aku menunggu
Kau hadir di dalam mimpi-mimpiku
Puasku mengharapkan dirimu
Seperti mereka yang punya cinta

Diriku tanpa dirimu
Kau tempuhi penuh bahagia
Diriku mahu kau tahu
Pedih ini kau tak terasa

Warkahku mengharapkan dirimu
Seperti yang aku kenali dulu
Setiaku menantikan dirimu
Seperti setianya terhadap diriku

Tapiku melepaskan mu
Melangkah namun tak berdaya
Terusku terus menunggu
Cinta yang takkan pernah ada

Entahlah.

Janji.. apa ada pada janji? Manusia mmg mudah menabur janji.. jika apa yg dihajati telah pun dpt. Selainnya akan dilupakan. Fitrah manusia... Wallahualam.


Teringat kata-kata ini,

"Don't let someone become a priority in your life, when you are just an option in their life."

Benarkah?


Entahlah.

kesawangan

*masuk bukak pintu, batuk2*

uih. lama no tak updet blog sini. bersawang dah rupenye. huhu..